New Moon Cloud of Darkness

The more in tune I become with myself the more I realize just how connected our energy is — especially with relation to the moon!

The other day I was tested – in a very big, close to my heart and wallet, way. My most used camera lens fell off my camera. Literally fell off while I was using it. Thankfully the glass was ok. The mounting ring was not. Upon speaking with my camera manufacturer I learned my less than 10 year old lens was no longer serviceable... photogs let that sink in and you will feel my deep heart felt emotion which resulted in great big, fat alligator tears.

The rest of the day continued with a mix of emotions – however by the end of the day I went home to our nest, my husband continued work on our new mudroom and laundry room (that I am eagerly awaiting) and I admired the awesome size of the utility closet he finished framing in! Yup thats my happiness at this stage of my life… I am SUPER stoked for my closet so my vacuum, norwex broom/mop, my tool box, dog food and a variety of other odds and sods will finally have a true “home”! The virgo in me is patiently waiting to get organizing!

Before bed I meditated. I slept well, slept until almost when my alarm went off, meditated, did my daily greatness journal and read a couple lessons in A Course In Miracles. I then got up and started getting ready for the day and was hit with literally a cloud of darkness. It was dark, dreary and just blah outside. No defining reason why but the energy felt very thick, heavy and sad. Even as my day went on, my energy felt almost stagnant in my body. At lunch I took some time to meditate again. Checked my chakra’s and my Solar Chakra was blocked, it actually took some time to clear before I could begin to feel relief. I literally was feeling like I was a sponge the day before and sucked up all the negative energy from everyone around me and it just threw me for a loop today.

I googled “new moons 2019” and learned there is a new moon happening this month, Friday this week actually!


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Pam is a dedicated mom and wife who gracefully balances family life with her deep passions for photography, holistic wellness, and community. As a macro and lifestyle photographer, she has a unique eye for capturing the intricate beauty in everyday moments-illuminating details that are often overlooked. Through her lens, Pam invites others to see the world from a fresh, mindful perspective. Beyond her artistic endeavors, Pam plays a vital role in her family's HVAC and Plumbing business. With a background in CIM management, she brings a thoughtful blend of operational expertise and genuine customer care, contributing to the business's strong reputation for quality and service. A certified Reiki Master, Pam is also deeply rooted in the world of holistic health. Her journey through personal and family health challenges has shaped her into a compassionate advocate for energy healing and balanced living. Having overcome struggles with invisible illnesses, Pam has transformed her life by embracing a holistic approach-mentally, physically, and spiritually. Through all her roles-photographer, healer, businesswoman, and mother-Pam lives by the belief that life itself is an art form. She empowers others to slow down, connect deeply, and discover the beauty and healing power within the present moment.

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