Fear From What?

I continue to be amazed the more I learn about how connected our physical and emotional health is intertwined with our energy.
I originally began writing this post back on April 20, 2018.

My son has seen our local holistic chiropractor a few times last year (2017). He asked me if he could go back and see him (Spring 2018). I said sure of course, and asked him why he felt he needed to see him. My son said he didn’t really know but felt like he did. I have learned to trust my own intuition and encourage my children to do the same. So I called and booked an appointment.

We went to the appointment and the Dr, as an intuitive holistic chiropractor and energy worker, could sense his energy. He did some work and picked up on my son’s fear of dying.

Initially my very first thought was, “What! why is my boy afraid of dying?!?” As a mother, this hit me emotionally quite hard… Then the truth of it hit me.

I told the Dr that when I was in labour with him, he was in distress and I was rushed in for an emergency c-section. However prior to rushing me in for a c-section the doctor, first asked me what I wanted to do… As a new young mom, who endured an almost 1.5 yr battle with infertility, all I wanted was my baby safe. The doctor then decided I should push for at least 20 minutes. This did not result in our son being born vaginally and I was then rushed to surgery. While in distress his heart rate increased significantly to a very high and alarming rate. I was terrified of losing my baby and unsure of what to do. Our son was born with the umbilical cord around his neck and had to be in the NICU for 3 days while they got an infection under control.

Our son had a deep fear within him that was affecting him mentally and emotionally for years. There were many nights he had night terrors, would wake up in absolute terror and at times inconsolable. As a parent this was emotionally devastating and challenging.

What Dr Peter was describing to me made perfect sense. Especially when he did not know our back history of his labour and birth.

So incredibly grateful for our boy’s safe arrival. A memory that also feels like it was just yesterday for me… and apparently deep within my son’s soul as well, that he wasn’t necessarily aware of.

Since seeing Dr Peter, having his energy worked on and continuing to balance energy and use oils within our own home our son continues to move forward. He is now sleeping much better. I am so grateful I listened to my son when he asked that day for me to make an appointment, and then listening to my intuition to balance energy when needed.

Our emotional and mental health, along with times in our life without a doubt has a direct relation to your physical health. It is when we come into alignment of this that we truly thrive!