Coming Home To Me | Oct 2/23

The past month has been, only what I could properly describe as a life experiment, in many aspects of my life.

I was living it, but also in a MUCH more present way.

Little things that I was noticing as patterns that would happen, if something went sideways and even resembled anything bad that had happened in the past, it felt that much more intense.

I wont lie, its felt so fucking tough, energetically the past 3.5 years. On multiple levels.

September 2023 was my surrender.

I had no choice. My energy body decided for me. I was exhausted and spent on all levels of life and for far too long.

I surrendered, I asked for help, I recognized my need to people please and fix, I honored my love and commitment and I released. With the ask for help.

Energy is beyond amazing.

When you speak to God, not only does he hear you, your entire angelic team surrounds you. I wont lie, Ive been living in a fight or flight state with an exhausted nervous system for a long time – peaking at various stages of my life.

Here’s the thing, I didn’t deal with it back then. Life had to just move on, keep going, all will be fine.

Until I collapse.

This month I leaned in. I asked myself more questions, I allowed permission to do whatever I needed to do, including experimenting with some various modalities. All of which have been very cool and beneficial. For myself and my family.

Its been a bit more of a shift in the journey into me, such as, who IS Pam really? What benefit does she bring? Why do you have a website?

To really coming home to WHO the fuck Pam actually really is. And not caring what anyone thinks of me when I choose to use essential oils over something from a drug store.

The more aligned I become, the lighter and happier I feel. Its also made it so much easier on the off chance if I need to deal with any difficult people. Finding a beautiful new level of love, in so many ways.

Ive had my blog since my kids were babies, I enjoy writing, I enjoy sharing photography, which is why Ive had my Flickr Site since 2007. The “basics” compared to how “busy” life is today with social media, is what calls to my heart.

This past month was another incredible up and down month. In so many ways – to the extremes of literally life and death. On all levels of life.

This month showed me the power of trusting and in ourselves and the power of energy. What did we lean into a lot more, most specifically me – however that is the point, lead yourself first!

• Using Essential Oils a lot more! Here’s the thing, I KNOW the benefit of these oils, I know how they positively affect our physical and emotional health. I know the power of our intuition and working with essential oils. Yet at times, when we fall into that trap, whatever it might be, its easy to gravitate away from those things that would help us feel better.
• Self Reiki and Meditation, the power of quieting the mind is something that you can only understand once experienced it. Allow God and your angelic team to support you with open arms.

I’m excited with some other shifts within my life and how they are unfolding.