Edited to Add… before this posts I must share and I find this not a coincidence that the post sharing today, is ‘capturing the soul…’ A necklace I have wore every single day since Christmas is a gold bar with 444 on it. My daughter gave it to me at Christmas and the memory it holds is after my brother died, we had been at the funeral home making arrangements and when we got back to our parents house, I walked into the kitchen and saw 444 on the clock. This instantly told me, he was at peace – finally – trust me didn’t make it easier but in a sense I had this ‘comfort’.
This is the 2nd time recently, that my necklace has fallen from my neck without me undoing it. As I was laying in bed last night, I had drifted off, I woke I think around 1230am approx this morning, there was a faint light in our room and as I lifted my head, my necklace landed on the bed. The ONLY other time this has happened, was when I sat to journal before my medium appointment… He’s got more information to bring forward to me and is trying to get my attention…
Over the weekend we got out onto some of our local ATV/UTV trails, I love bringing my camera because you never know the absolute gems you will get until downloading the images.
If you are a spiritual person, you will appreciate the collection of images that spoke to my soul. Look close at this first one… do you see it?
Learning is the beginning of wealth. Learning is the beginning of health. Learning is the beginning of spirituality. Searching and learning is where the miracle process all begins.
While driving through town today I came across the most beautiful tree. I knew I had to circle back with my camera.
The dog and I hopped into the truck and went off on our first photo adventure together. Since I fell earlier this year, I have been much more nervous walking him, especially if on gravel or on pavement with a lot of sand or gravel on the sides. Its almost as if we are re-training both me and the pup, which is ok, in a facing fears kind of way. One thing I have noticed is the more aware I am, the better things flow for me. Just jump in and trust the photo walk will go well. When I am able to choose trust, he feels it. When I can’t shake that anxious feeling, he and I feel it!
My first stop… a strangers house where this gorgeous tree lives! I would never step on someones front lawn without their permission, so I knocked on the door to ask permission, a friendly woman answered, I introduced myself as a hobbyist photographer who loved her tree and she happily said go shoot away! I grabbed my camera and captured this beauty ~
I honestly had no idea what I photographed, so I googled “blossoms on a tree that look like a cup”… there you have it… Magnolia Blossoms! Gorgeous
I took Gunner down to Murphy Park to introduce him to the trail there. If I wanted to take photos AND walk him, the easiest way would be to use the leash around my waist. It worked! Plus the short handle in the leash, best thing, especially while still training! When driving, we have a clip in the truck, that clips to his harness, he has plenty of room and can sit or lay down, also very calming for me to know he wont be jumping around, if you have or are getting a puppy, I highly recommend it! Yes, hes the baby of the family now.
For the photogs…
I am shooting with my Canon R6MII with my EF 100mm f2.8L macro lens and the RF adapter. This lens is gorgeous for shooting macro!
Some of my best days and evenings are when time is not thought of. When there is no specific time that I need to be somewhere after getting to work or when being at home.
Being in the ultimate flow.
It just happens. With grace and ease.
This was my weekend, after dinner changes that brought in our weekend in a low key evening that just happened to be exactly what we needed. Saturday and Sunday also flowed, we had things to do, we relaxed, we were productive, it flowed, time felt endless and also satisfying, it was awesome.
I realized this evening, that is also how my day flowed today. Since last week, twice I’ve woken up at 444am. Ever since I introduced a Sodalite crystal and copper tree to our bedroom, the quality of my sleep has also gotten deeper. My day today, beautifully flowed much like the weekend, although time is much more of essence at work, when it flows is so satisfying! How everyday should be. BE in the moment!
Until I picked up my phone to begin typing this blog post, I had no idea what time it was, and truthfully I didn’t care, I felt very much in the flow.
What is being in the flow for me, not thinking ahead too far that I begin stressing and getting myself so overwhelmed that I then also begin to go backwards and my stress level is sky high!
It’s resetting my nervous system, from 5 years of almost completely consecutive thing after thing! I can now see how much my body has been needing this reset AND that it’s not going to happen over night.
I’m here for this. For listening to my soul speak her truth and live an authentic life.
Being near water for me is also so life giving, even just a short time… recharges me!
I am a proud member of our local Brain Injury Association of Waterloo Wellington. A part of me will always have my heart within this group as my one brother Adam helped bring this group to our small town. Knowing all to well the pain and suffering many people like him went through after their injury and with their mental health.
Adam loved these crystal bracelets an wore them regularly. If you are free this evening, please join us to learn more about Leanne’s story with crystals and how they could help you on your own journey!
If I may share a small story of my own with crystals, recently I was in to Art Arrows and saw a crystal tree she had, I was drawn to this tree in a way I couldn’t explain, Im pretty sure I even said to Leanne I guess this needs to come home with me today! On the card write up it mentioned being good for the intuition, as well that it may help with sleep. Well I can share with you yes for both. My intuition has been beautifully aware and my sleep, has been much better! Even if I wake during the night, 9 times out of 10 I can now get happily back to sleep much easier than before! Only thing Ive changed is the crystal beside my bed when I sleep!
“Sodalite also assists in the development of one’s intuition. The stone’s high vibrations aid truth and will help you better understand yourself and what needs to be worked on. Being able to be in such a calm and reflective state will assist in pulling out the negativity within.” Crystal Council
I can personally attest to the intuition, I went and saw a medium recently and it was profound!
My brother fought daily for his mental and physical health, praying that one day he would be pain free. Sadly his freedom only came when he passed. I know he is living free now and isn’t suffering any longer. I miss him dearly, and selfishly so wish he could still be physically with us.
If you are interested in this evening, please reach out to the phone number on the poster. If you have any questions please let myself or Nicole know.
The best day is any day that I can get out with my camera, being out in nature, capturing the beauty of wherever I am, so soul depth. A refresh, reset and boost to creativity.
Photography can teach us so much.
When to pull back and look at the big picture, to see all that is happening.
When you pull back and then refocus and see even more!
Life isn’t always what it seems and that can bring the duality of joy and sadness. Are you willing to be open, are you willing to fully trust again.
The turtles and the goose life lesson.
Sometimes it feels easier to just blend in with the scenery, to lay low and not bring attention to yourself, simply live your best life, regardless of what anyone else does. Let the world happen in and around you, staying true to your authenticity and truth.A knowing, peace even among any chaos. To dance in the rain, not cry in the storm.
As we set off on our adventure, I glanced over and thought I saw a couple turtles on the log… unknowingly it was covered in turtles and some were in the water too. My husband turned around so I could get out and capture their essence. Am I ever glad I spoke up! Had I been quiet, and regretted being past that spot, I would have missed this magic.
From a google search…
The turtle is a powerful spirit animal, representing wisdom, longevity, patience, and protection. It symbolizes a strong connection to the earth and the natural world, encouraging a grounded and steady approach to life. Many cultures also associate turtles with healing, spirituality, and good luck.
Here’s a more detailed look at the turtle’s spirit animal symbolism:
Wisdom and Patience: Turtles are known for their slow and steady pace, which can be a reminder to approach life with patience and wisdom.
Longevity and Endurance:
Their long lifespan symbolizes enduring challenges and persevering through difficult times.
Earth Connection:
Turtles are seen as a link to the earth, representing stability and grounding.
Protection and Safety:
The turtle’s shell symbolizes protection and safety, encouraging individuals to find a sense of security within themselves.
Healing and Spirituality:
Some cultures believe turtles possess healing properties and represent spiritual connection.
Luck and Good Fortune:
In some traditions, turtles are associated with good luck and prosperity.
Nature and Harmony:
Turtles are a symbol of nature and harmony, reminding us to live in balance with the environment.
There’s something deeply grounding about the rhythm of the water—the gentle pulse of waves lapping against the shore, the whispering breeze, and the effortless grace of seagulls drifting overhead. I recently spent time along the beach, camera in hand, capturing the serene beauty that unfolds when water meets sky.
Each photo in this series tells a quiet story.
Some images feature seagulls in mid-flight or standing still, their silhouettes etched against soft blue skies. Their presence adds a touch of movement to the stillness, a reminder of life in motion even in the calmest moments.
The water itself was peaceful that day— as the waves rolled in with a softness that made time feel slower. There was no urgency, no rush—just the lake breathing in and out. It was a perfect reminder to pause and appreciate the small, quiet moments.
I hope these images bring a sense of peace to you, just as they did to me while capturing them. Feel free to scroll through and let your mind drift with the tide.
Being an empath and highly sensitive, I felt incredibly drawn to go see a Medium. After my brothers death I was pulled to someone local to connect in.
What I received that evening, was so special. Not only did I receive some of the same messages – massive validation – he came through as pure peace. It was such a cool experience, like having a conversation with him again, through energy rather than him physically being here.
I know I still struggle with this. I could pick up the phone and call or text him anytime… as he told me, Pam don’t be sad, you can reach out Im always here. The tears flowed, they still flow as I write this and even think of him.
Yes, share my message, share my story too many people suffer and think they are alone he made clear to me. I knew in my heart, re-connecting with the brain injury group in town that he helped form, is the way. He knew people need help, more help than many get, that they need to have a sense of community and feeling involved and empowered in their own life to live in peace vs living in pain.
It was incredibly enlightening as she said a few things and my voice instantly said omg I got that same message. Validation… the validation I needed. I had connected energetically in with a family member who had passed a couple years prior to him. It was a very cool experience, but I wasn’t 100% confident I should trust all messages coming in from him… am I too close being his sibling, am I interpreting it correctly? One message she told me, I had received, just in different words, it all made complete sense.
As I was driving home, this was the sky, I had to pull over to capture this beauty.
Before my appointment, I set the intention, I am not going to cloud my mind – meaning I did not turn on the tv, music, or touch my phone. I walked into my room and wondered, should you be taking a crystal that could help absorb his energy that comes through? Then I recalled, no you have your bracelets on – one I created for our family members for Christmas after his passing of all of our birth stones. I then heard necklace… I thought to myself ok, my gold necklace? Does that absorb better than crystals would? I grabbed my journal and headed out to the living room to sit down and begin journaling my purpose for that night, I wrote down some questions I was hoping would come through – biggest – are you at peace. As I sat down, I looked down and suddenly my 444 gold bar necklace was sitting on the top of my chest. I only take this necklace off for some appointments, I had been at an appointment earlier that day – wow did my Osteo do some deep work… However I had been wearing my necklace all afternoon and into the evening at that point. I also regularly fiddle with it, the necklace was secure on my neck and clipped and yet… suddenly it was on my chest just laying there.
Many times the ego can interject, however with doing the work you will be able to recognize the difference between your ego and soul – when the soul speaks this is your truth. The ego likes to cause resistance, thinking it knows best. As I was sitting and journaling I asked… did you undo my necklace, and heard a very quick and confident yes. I have been making it known to the spirit world, I am open to connecting with my loved ones of my highest truth of love and compassion – be careful to not leave yourself open to all spirits to come through!
I highly recommend a Medium experience, its so very cool and filled with love. Yes it sucks he isn’t here with us physically, nothing I can change, however I can ask for the signs, I can meditate and connect in. I can be that mystic that loves all things energy and embraces it with open arms, so happily and filled with gratitude.
Trust your connections, trust your ability, trust that you can expand!
Do not stand By my grave, and weep. I am not there, I do not sleep— I am the thousand winds that blow I am the diamond glints in snow I am the sunlight on ripened grain, I am the gentle, autumn rain. As you awake with morning’s hush, I am the swift, up-flinging rush Of quiet birds in circling flight, I am the day transcending night. Do not stand By my grave, and cry— I am not there, I did not die.
As I was driving home last night, the sun was so bright in the sky, making its final decent of the evening. Following me home on my drive.
I am proud to be back at the Brain Injury Group in town, something I feel closer to as my one brother helped bring this group to town, knowing the imperative need for people with brain injuries to find community, a place where they can feel accepted no matter what.
I had to pull over to capture this … Its almost as if the sunray is reaching out and touching me – this was the first photo I took. The beam is coming directly to me ❤
This morning I saw this message…
Emotionally its been challenging to walk back into the meetings, but at the same time, I knew how close to my brothers heart this group was and in wanting to do something in his honor – THIS is the outlet!
The message above by Brianna Wiest, hits the nail on the head perfectly.
This new life moving forward, does not physically include my one brother, he will always be with us spiritually, however never again physically which is a pain I am still learning to navigate through.
I have been through death before, sadly multiple times, too many Id like to count. Three sudden deaths prior to my brother, which rocked me in ways its hard to describe. Nothing will prepare you for someone to be in your life one day and then suddenly gone. Many times while grieving a lost loved one, you are suddenly faced with grieving living people as well. Those you thought were close, would be there but haven’t. Or even family members who do not think before speaking. I had a distant great aunt tell me, “I completely forgot about you girls, we remembered the boys…” after my brothers funeral, while smiling at me. Forgot my sister and I, who are literally the bookends of our family with the boys in the middle.
Its so true…
THE PEOPLE WHO ARE MEANT FOR YOU ARE GOING TO MEET YOU ON THE OTHER SIDE. YOU’RE GOING TO BUILD A NEW COMFORT ZONE AROUND THE THINGS THAT ACTUALLY MOVE YOU FORWARD. INSTEAD OF BEING LIKED, YOU’RE GOING TO BE LOVED. INSTEAD OF BEING UNDERSTOOD, YOU’RE GOING TO BE SEEN.
ALL YOU ARE GOING TO LOSE IS WHAT WAS BUILT FOR A PERSON YOU NO LONGER ARE ❤
The people you are wondering why they haven’t showed up, you on your own path. It may feel heavy of what once was, why couldn’t they show up for me like I did for them. There are some people who simply cannot meet you where you now are. Release yourself of this, focus on your heart healing.
Much like me sitting and wishing my loved ones were still here, wont bring them back. Memories are forever, if anything his lose has re-ignited my passion to capture everything and anything with my camera. Find the alignment in your truth. Base your happiness on your own choices. We cannot control anyone or their actions. Release attachments – those who are meant to be will be! Without resistance or pressure.
