I Am A Healer, Yet I Am Not Healed

There is often a misconception with energy and healing, as a Healer.

1. That if you are a healer, you are forever healed. And;

2. That it’s my responsibility as a Healer, to Heal others.

The 2nd misconception is one I have battled with for a very long time. Probably since I was little, being the oldest sibling. As a Healer it is not my responsibility to heal, let’s use for example my husband. This example is good because we live together, spend a lot of time together, but both of us have very different healing journeys, which do cross, weave, and intertwine, however no one’s healing journey is identical to anyone else’s.

If someone doesn’t want to be healed, they won’t be. Our mind and soul is powerful. If a part of someone’s journey is not ready to be healed, it may take time. If we are not learning as we live, this can also derail our healing process, perhaps not directly but can in an indirect way.

It would be irresponsible for me to lead someone to believe that by me doing oil and/or energy work on someone, that I, alone, would heal them.

I bring healing to myself, I bring healing to others to aid them and their body in healing. I love infusing a room with some really good feeling energy and vibrations. THIS FEELING is what we each need to learn within ourselves to be able to use the energy and frequency how our body and soul craves us to. Allowing and trusting within ourself, within our body and knowing by doing this, our health will improve!

I bring Empowerment healing to the world. The kind where you feel it and know it in your heart, your beautiful intuition and trust that like no other.

Where modern and intuitive holistic medicine work hand in hand. With a beautiful understanding that how we FEEL must always rise above.

I am a Healer in a world that is currently under a beautiful, yet also frustrating at times, shift of what “health” care is within our country, and in actuality, all over the world!

I also wouldn’t expect any healers I work with the responsibility for my soul healing either. I greatly appreciate all of the energy workers I am on this healing journey with!

The 1st misconception, straight up… we are ALWAYS GROWING! Why wouldn’t you want to keep evolving as the best you, you can be!

It’s almost dangerous to claim to be 100% healed, even with daily life, we feel things, our lives will be affected in some way, this is why we are always healing, once we are on, the healing journey.

This healing work can feel mundane at times, or make me feel angry as hell! However as I feel, I heal. It’s truly incredible. Deep, mixed emotions healing. Healing, truly sets us free. Sets each of us individually free to be the best person we can be. Letting go and releasing from any past hurts, traumas of varying levels. Building incredible strength, confidence and honor within one’s self. Living the truest, healthiest and happiest lives.

However, I am also human. When faced with things that directly affect me, at times this can knock the healer down, shift the stance. I am grateful when the Chakra Mastery healing collective I am working with have our group calls. As a form of recalibrating energy. Literally putting what was in my peripheral vision, directly in front of me to see.

Even with all of my own training, although I am able to shift myself much quicker than in the past, healing or dealing with anything takes time, whether it’s an hour, a day, a week, a month etc. The more conscious and present we become within our own life, the easier this shift can and will occur. The less often we feel like shit and begin to live life, our way. During a down moment, recognize it, honor what you mentally and physically need, ask yourself questions over and over and see what comes up to be released.

Grateful to my sister capturing this on her walk back to the cottage, as I was deeply contemplating life with the dogs in the water.

Honor Going Within

Taking a break off “social” media, at times feel’s like something we have to give ourselves permission for, yet I think back my son’s lifetime and what we know now, didn’t even exist then. Surreal at times eh.

Truthfully, I now know with my energy, when something significant is happening, I need to honor myself, my energy and whatever the situation is, by going within and limiting as many distractions as possible.

There will be times we are faced with things that may not feel easy, may feel like you want to scream, honor that, honor HOW you are feeling and use courage to put that in the forefront of importance.

Did I “need” to post anything on social media, nope, but it certainly did give myself permission to step away, as I could feel myself being pulled into the distraction that is the program even more.

Although I am “only one person” I am doing whatever I can to shine a light and bring change to our crumbling health care system. Sadly with two significant and completely separate issues.

When going within I am reminded…

  • EVERYONE deserves to be respected when it comes to their health.
  • Just because a “doctor” or “health professional” tells you something, does NOT mean its the only truth – sometimes that means you stand tall stronger.
  • Use your voice – if you have been wronged in health care, do NOT just sit back and make excuses – stand up and do something about it. Demand answers, demand change and help bring in that change yourself!
  • Feeling/being angry will only affect me… and will not bring in the changes that our country desperately needs to see
  • Holistic health 100% works… we have ONLY needed “medical assistance” with broken bones and surgery! However…

Until later… but in the mean time I plan to love up my website/blog and Flickr portfolio too! ❤

Smoke & Mirrors | Live Your Truth!

Approximately 7 years ago, I was walking with my parents and my two kids along the beach at our family cottage. During our walk, we met a new family on the beach the next bay over. Beautiful family, their children were just a couple years younger than our children.

As we chatted, he was happily telling us about their plans for their new cottage property. This family had purchased a property with a much older cottage that was in dire need of updating or rebuilding. We questioned how he was able to do this and was given permission – given the creek that went through the property and knowing our experience with the Saugeen Valley Conservation Authority and all of their rules. We were told they got a lawyer and with money, you can essentially do anything…

Today is my birthday, I have found as I get older, wiser, I feel even more aligned within MY truth and knowing. The reminder for me today… the importance of each of us living our own truth, regardless of what anyone else is doing.

Why is this key?

Its far too “easy” to fall into the comparison game.

Back in 2020 we were invited to stop in for their roast they were having one long weekend. We were celebrating ourselves that same day, however walked down later. To say the garage was beautiful would be an understatement, the garage, yes garage, was breathtaking! The building, the quality of the things inside, just beautiful. The people, again as I said, very nice, but at times flashy…

Cypress | The Oil of Motion & Flow

Cypress!
Organizing my “back up” oils and realized I had 3 of these bottles! My soul instantly knew, that was the oil that I needed in the bathroom to remember to use everyday!

Cypress is the Oil of Motion and Flow. To RELEASE control and TRUST the flow of life!

Cypress – The Oil of Motion & Flow


I needed this oil!!! As I walked into my office/zen den last night, I looked at the oils sitting unorganized on two different shelves, that weren’t even IN my cupboard, before I knew it I had them out and organized.

This beauty oil may have been forgotten for a short time, but not for long!

Also… the word is Catharsis – “the process of releasing, and thereby providing relief from, strong or repressed emotions.”

If you haven’t started yet… it’s also time to dig deeper within your self. Virgo season wants us to be grounded, and when I think of being and feeling grounded I instantly think of peace, ease, flow… 🙏

Cooking With Oils | FAV Recipes [Balls, Guacamole & Stew]

I’ve mastered my energy ball recipe!!! They are SO good. After many batches of trial and error too 😉

Here it is! The BEST Energy Ball Recipe

Preparing the stew for dinner… Now that I cannot have tomatoes… well let’s just say it’s interesting planning and making meals sometimes. My aunt however found me a great red pepper and eggplant sauce. 2 heaping tablespoons of this in with broth and beef bone broth powder and it is delicious!!! We all love it.

It was SO good! An incredible blend of flavours! Rosemary, Thyme and Basil oils. Oils are not only easy to cook with, they pack a punch! 1 drop goes a long way!!!

After prepping the stew for dinner, I enjoyed a home made guacamole made with ALL fresh and healthy for me foods! That’s our home made Goat Cheese in the big glass container.

Garden Life As Art | Bee Life

Capturing my life as art… enjoying time with a few friends in our garden earlier. Just so peaceful and tranquil… even with alot of bees flying around!

I’ve always been intrigued with the bee, especially how beautifully fluffy it appears to be, also the fact that it’s very gentle, minds it’s own business and does what it needs to do, unless provoked. Humans could learn alot from the bees.

[Shared with about 80+ others on the OG Photo Sharing “App” – Flickr – Link in Menu ❤️]

#naturephotography #macrophotography #bees #naturephotographer #oilsandenergy #yourlifeasart #yourlifeasartessentials

Belonging to Yourself | The Power of Vulnerability & Courage

The power of vulnerability and change. Also takes… surrender!

I heard a great quote by Brene Brown while listening to the video (below), “Art can save us…” “The magic of all art is the ability to both capture our pain and deliver it from us at the same time.”

“Every creative knows what its like to stand alone…” wooooow yes!

Feel, To Heal Expansion

So many physical uses, but it’s the emotional uses that really gets me!

Breathe – Oil of Breath
Balance – Oil of Grounding
Whisper – Oil of Femininity
Siberian Fir – Oil of Aging and Perspective
Lavender – Oil of Communication and Calm
On Guard – Protection
Serenity – Tranquility
Tea Tree – Energetic Boundaries

Diffuser Oils
Siberian Fir – Oil of Aging and Perspective
Grapefruit – Oil of Honoring the Body
Thyme – Releasing and Forgiving

Supporting how we Feel, to Heal, is an integral part of our own personal growth and expansion. I have felt and witnessed when supporting our mental health holistically, there are some very real benefits of emotional/mental and physical health.

The blend is surprisingly, delicious to the senses!

I love allowing our intuitions to play and seeing what comes up – grateful!

We Are Changing The World!

We are changing the world!

How beautiful it would be, if every person chose to live their best life, treating their body and mind like the valuable treasure that it is…
The world would be filled with so much love and peace. It’s happening, I can feel it, I can see it, I embrace it. ✨️ The veil is thin, which can be challenging, frustrating, as well as exciting and ease.
Living our best life, brings much more health and happiness.

Be sure to ground with nature, in any way that you can. With a bit more focus on your root and sacral chakra.

Add some Geranium, Bergamot, Peppermint, Rose and Clemintine to the diffuser, enjoy!

This blend was pure intuition and it somewhat caught me by surprise. It’s divine!!!

  • Love and Trust
  • Self Acceptance
  • Buoyant Heart
  • Divine Love
  • Spontaneity and Ease

🙏

HOW You FEEL | doTERRA MetaPWR

I had the privilege of being on a doTERRA leaders call this evening which announced a new product line that will be completely unveiled September 15th at doTERRA’s annual convention.

Considering I have dedicated the past 8+ years to literally FEELING good, you need to actually Feel, to Heal, I am SO excited to learn more about this new product line!

Tonight doTERRA leaders were introduced to the new Metabolic line – MetaPWR!

I am so excited to learn about this for my own health and for yours as well! I truly contribute adding these oils to my daily life, to the biggest shift in my life.

My husband and I were just talking tonight about the effects some foods have on our body that we sometimes place blame on other things. Our nutrition and overall HOW I feel is crucial to me now. My body quickly reminds me if I eat something I shouldn’t have, thankfully I am now able to rebound faster with my holistic supports.

I am excited to share this with you and will be diving in to learn more!

I am VERY intrigued to try this new product above, MetaPWR Advantage – to be honest for one of the main reasons that the drink supplement that I currently have, its a good quality, however my body is now a human detector for certain ingredients. I am very excited to try this and not experience the irritation in my throat and mucousy feeling that certain ingredients cause. Investing in my health has been the best thing I have ever done, one I am truly grateful I did, to feel how I do!

Click below to GET STARTED TODAY and be in the KNOW when these new products are officially announced!!!

Please enjoy this handout below ! Feel free to download it.

I can tell you, cleaning up my lifestyle and shifting to high quality supplements has truly changed my life in a very gentle and natural way. I am excited, quite honestly like a kid at Christmas when the new products are announced each September. I just LOVE what these essential oils have done for me and my health! I am truly grateful.

Your Life As Art Photography by Pam

Artist & Intuitive | Pamela Zmija

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