This has been a very powerful full moon that has fallen on Easter Weekend!
I hope you were able to carve out some time for yourself to write out things that are no longer serving you to release. Allow your heart and mind to quiet and just write.
Release with love and compassion, as well as forgiveness.
Write on paper that you will (safely) burn to release the energetic connection and transmute over all timelines.
Grateful to my husband for capturing this 🙏💗
I already feel so much lighter in my heart.
The diffuser blend I intuitively selected after the burn.
This evening, I will be cozy, purposeful with my time. Enjoying the laid back evening and reflection within and moving forward. True gratitude!
Now that I have released, I am able to open up my heart and soul, to feel the lightness in life after releasing any dark, heavy, negative energy.
To set intentions of how to infuse balance and harmony within my everyday life moving forward 🙏
So much gratitude for Avalon and her Chakra Mastery Academy. This experience has been truly transformational and even more so now that I am learning from her of the various moon cycles which also align with our energy body.
Full Moon In Libra Ritual with Pam. A way to embrace this powerful full moon energy to release what no longer energetically serves us and allow expansion for what we will receive in our life.
The full moon early this morning at approximately 630am. I quite honestly wasn’t thinking to grab my camera when we left the house early this am. I am grateful I had my phone. Although this doesn’t do the true beauty justice! It was absolutely beautifully clear and quite prominent.
In the opposite direction… the sunrise starting to peek through! There is a beautiful golden light and sweet smell about the mornings lately. Almost like a maple syrup smell, we have been smelling for weeks now.
This moon is about balance within yourself and in your life.
The diffuser blend I intuitively selected for this full moon! This blend of oils smells incredible and emotionally its powerful!
Trust yourself and intuitively select oils from your collection. If you have these oils you could also give them a try as well. How to intuitively select the oils? Clear your mind and then look at your collection and see what you are drawn to.
This full moon energy on Easter weekend is beautifuly potent. Embrace this energy. Pull out some paper and write down all that you are releasing from your life. Do this on separate paper so that you can destroy it to release even further.
Full Moon In Libra
Cards pulled for today. The first was pulled for before today, the second for today, on the full moon, the third for the next two weeks.
You’re very close to acieving your goal
Your dreams need a practical plan
Bring love into the situation
From the Starseed Oracle Deck this full moon message – The Blue Flame. Spontaneous Awakening. Activation. Integration time.
God is strength in which I trust. An intuitively selected reading this morning from A Course In Miracles.
My full moon video where I dive deeper into each card and the message received. This is a beautiful time to go within. To truly ask yourself if you are living in balance, in an authentic way.
Easter Weekend and a Full Moon – its an energetically powerful weekend!
Embrace this energy of Easter weekend, into the flow of triumph and eternal life.
Full Moon Energy—Cosmically speaking, the full Moon is the time of the month where energy peaks and then releases, like a “cosmic sigh.” (Farmers Almanac)
T-20.III.5. Have you not wondered what the world is really like; how it would look through happy eyes? 2 The world you see is but a judgment on yourself. 3 It is not there at all. 4 Yet judgment lays a sentence on it, justifies it and makes it real. 5 Such is the world you see; a judgment on yourself, and made by you. 6 This sickly picture of yourself is carefully preserved by the ego, whose image it is and which it loves, and placed outside you in the world. 7 And to this world must you adjust as long as you believe this picture is outside, and has you at its mercy. 8 This world is merciless, and were it outside you, you should indeed be fearful. 9 Yet it was you who made it merciless, and now if mercilessness seems to look back at you, it can be corrected.
This energy this weekend is powerful, an opportunity to take even 15 minutes and write down what you would like to energetically release from your life. Living in any kind of anger or hatred in life can be like poison, that only hurts ourselves. Dig deep and allow yourself bountiful healing. Write down on a piece of paper all that you would like to release. Forgiveness is powerful – especially for yourself. Then safely burn what you write to release even further.
Put your hand on your heart and just breathe. This is one exercise Avalon had us work through in our full moon workshop (a part of the Chakra Mastery Academy is bi-weekly moon workshops). Allow yourself to feel, deep. Breathe. Breathe until you feel the lightness of your breath in your heart. Feel to heal.
If the opportunity, get out in nature. Surround yourself, breathe in the fresh air and listen.
Patience, love and compassion – for yourself first and others in your life. Release any hatred, anger, to allow for forgiveness and love. Truth, ethics, morals, true alignment in life. Allow yourself to release attachments and expectations for everything in your life. Like a re-boot with your emotions and mental health. As the frequencies rise up, you have the choice to rise up with them.
Saturday is a powerful day, embrace it and empower yourself even more!
This journey in life can certainly catch my attention at times!
This week we had a slight concern, thankfully it was not serious. However it was one of those things that I found myself saying again… here we go again!
Then I was able to shift, positive thinking, but also empowered. Knowing the details, being informed and trusting the inner knowing.
But then… I felt myself flip flopping. It’s incredible what the mind can do, even the stories it can tell, that simply aren’t true.
Although this happened, I was able to then shift myself back. Here’s the thing, we are always a “work in progress”. Each day is unique and sometimes it is incredible, other times there are some very real doses of reality.
The ebb and flow of life. Riding the waves and simply choosing to live in truth, with what is authentic to me and my soul. 🙏🥰
Are you familiar with A Course In Miracles, it talks about how if you are living in hate, you cannot possibly be living in love in other areas of your life. Essentially, you are tainted. Forgiveness for other people, experiences, the situation you are in or your past, is very powerful. Forgiveness does not give permission to how you felt you were hurt, it frees the attachment. When living authentically, in alignment with truth, trust, honesty, love and compassion, you will experience yourself Rising up! In a beautiful way!
The diffuser blend I intuitively selected. Then I read more about Clary Sage and the emotions addressed. The energies are peaking. Lean in, to YOU! 🙏💫💗
This blend is beautiful. Abundance, Ancestry, Surrender, Clarity and Vision. A gorgeous blend. Grounding and spiritually uplifting!
I’m not even sure how to title this so just going to write. For a while now I’ve been saying to myself, why was it so much “easier” before. I couldn’t necessarily put a timeline of when. Then it shifted to what was I doing differently? The timeline that kept being referenced was when the kids were like 3/4 to say 9/10. My brain was thinking it was easier…
Then I had to figure out, ok WHAT was easier!? Well it seemed like I kept up with the house better, was still working full time AND technically then I had a lot more to do as they didn’t do their own laundry, make own food, always wanted to be entertained… I was honestly confused.
How could I possibly have had more time… did I or was that an illusion?
Then it hit me… the past 2+ years, especially the past 18 months since My husband’s accident I have literally been living between fight or flight with all we have been dealing with. I was literally walking in the door and being overwhelmed before I even got my shoes off because I was telling myself, it all fell on my shoulders, which at times it all did. I truly appreciate an organized, clean space. I find when my space is cluttered and dirty, my mind feels the same. I couldn’t even keep up with that to help me feel better.
The other night I got home, my husband had his leg up but came into the kitchen when I came in. The floors were a disaster… spring with a big dog and grass that I am praying grows quickly this spring! I almost caught myself about to complain or yell at one of the kids to sweep the floor, then I thought just do it… began sweeping and realized it would be much easier vacuuming, so got the vacuum out and happily vacuumed all the floors in our main living area. It felt GREAT!!!
I guess my point is… I feel I’ve cracked open more. I DO have more time by simply doing what needs done vs “planning”, some stuff yes has to be, but the day to day shit… just do it don’t write it down (for me anyway). I write it down, it stresses me out so quickly. Also way more time getting myself off social media. Once I do venture back, I want to ensure I feel 100% confident in ME before opening back up to all of that external energy, AND stay aligned within our space and what’s important to me.
If I would have told myself that morning that after work I “had” to clean the floors, give each of the kids an oil immune boosting and chakra balancing massage, family member stopped in for a visit, dinner with husband and the kids, costco order, goodness me order, new spring kids clothes and footwear, shower, fill all diffusers, and… I was happily in bed at 9! If I had written this all down, I can almost guarantee the ego would have jumped in and said whoa you can’t do all this, when will you get to bed, and just like that I would have had myself completely psyched out!
The mind is a powerful thing, when used appropriately!
Ah the title!
On the weekend, my husband went to pick up our son from work. I went into the kitchen, I had thought to get a glass of water, suddenly I realized I was half way through making our energy balls. That I literally threw all ingredients into the smaller ninja attachment and had the dough made, balls rolled and in the fridge, everything rinsed down in less than 30 min…
Again, if I had sat down and thought about what I would need to do, the various steps of the recipe… I probably wouldn’t have made them. I am embracing living in the now, just BEing!
Healing the inner child can be a profound and also equally challenging experience. Regardless of our childhood, we all have some form of childhood trauma.
Many times this means bringing up feelings from many years ago, that were at the time buried, perhaps minor that have would have been much easier to have dealt with back then. A learning lesson, one that we as adults can pass on to our children to encourage them to feel their feelings, we have to feel to heal.
This also means allowing your children to see you being vulnerable, not every moment, please keep it age appropriate and its nice for kids to stay kids as long as possible! It is true, hurt people, hurt people. Its time to break the cycle – whatever that may be for you.
This morning I had great inspiration, how can I give back while also supporting healing within the world. By supporting a journey of healing the inner child!
Lets raise children, who will not need to heal from their childhood. Normalize spiritual and energy work as a form of self care, balancing of the body system.
I am excited to share with you my Healing The Inner Child Handout which has some essential oil suggestions, EFT Tapping, Meditation Library and more! Please keep in mind, this isn’t a one and done, our healing journey is that, a journey, as we grow things will affect us less, triggers will transmute over time. Our healing is daily, as things arise, we learn to re-direct our self back into the flow.
I thought of doing an email list download, but then I remembered… I personally do not enjoy a lot of email, I personally enjoy seeking out information and aligning with people who perhaps in the moment have the message I need to hear. So… above is the download, email free, completely free for you to download and work through.
I would be lying if I said life has been easy, but at the same time looking back I hold so much gratitude.
What has become very apparent is that healing holds so much power. Even for heartache from many years ago.
The other night during our son’s body talk session, Joanne mentioned that “dads mom has had a strong presence throughout”, while talking about big emotions after dad’s accident. My son and I looked at each other, she knew instantly, dad’s mom passed, 2 months before our wedding.
It was reassuring, but also heavy emotions hearing that she is and always has been a strong presence within our life and our kids. We feel it, I felt it not long after she passed even. A few surreal experiences at our first home, this is when I know my belief’s began shifting about spirits.
The one day while vacuuming in the kitchen, I very clearly heard my mothers in laws voice call my name. So much so that I turned the vacuum off and then a few minutes later felt a gush of wind as if someone had just went quickly past me. The other experience I remember clearly, is we had those phones where just 1 had to be plugged into the phone line and the others connected and could be put anywhere. One day, ONE phone was ringing. The phone upstairs in our bedroom.
With our daughter, Joanne picked up on trapped emotions surrounding the loss of our family cat in January 2020. She picked up that our Pais health wasn’t great but that there was another reason… not even 2 weeks after she passed, we found our rescue kitty Missy who looks almost identical to the kitty I grew up with, just a bit younger than our daughter. She has been such a beautiful support for our daughter during the past two years, especially with the loss of Paisley but also how upside down the world went in March 2020.
I am so grateful for Joanne and that I reached out to her to help find some trapped emotions within our kids. The past 18 months has been hard – very hard at times. I know the triggers will become softer over time, so for now I must be patient, lean in when I need to and honor the 4 of our feelings.
Trauma can affect people in so many different ways. The past two years has compounded, quadruple in fact to healing that perhaps was pushed down or ignored previously.
Healing power… very real, very intense, very needed.
Its interesting some days how certain life experiences can change us and shift our lives. Also how these can also plague us at times. Reminders of work that still needs to be done.
Its also interesting how various things can quite literally be a trigger, even though said or done with the best intentions.
Seeing people in a different light, how time is spent or was spent. Priorities in life, priorities with people and experiences taking up space in our life.
I seem to be reminded at least once or twice a week, sometimes more, just how much we have shifted since my husbands accident. Our lives will never be the same. Which is ok, but also involves shifting at times. Especially with emotions.
I am reminded when I feel that tug on my right shoulder and collar bone.
Its not just for me, its not just my feelings I am feeling, I am picking up on my children. The unknowns and uncertainty we all felt. The not being “allowed” to see my husband and their father. Feeling disconnect and worry. Healing when I still feel so much anger from when I was literally sitting in the hospital hallway balling my eyes out and being told I couldn’t see him because of the “rules” and it wasn’t safe. Or having to stand up taller and stronger than I ever have had to, against the “healthcare system” and standing for our rights (after a significant misdiagnosis and prescribing drugs). Intimidation in “health care” is disgusting.
As I was preparing for the body talk energy sessions I booked for our kids, I was literally filling with all of this. Filling with mixed emotions of the past 18 months within the past 2 years.
Truthfully, my husbands accident was life changing in so many ways. It also gave ME the permission I didn’t realize I was waiting for, to actually stand the fuck up to what I know to my core is right. NO ONE should ever have to sit alone after a traumatic accident. NO ONE should ever be ignored and gaslighted when it comes to their health. This happened and even after making a complaint, it wasn’t taken serious and we had to follow up more than once.
Its time.
Its time that people stand up for what they know is right – to their core. NOT what the government says, NOT what the doctor says, NOT what your parent, sibling, stranger says.
True healing doesn’t come from a pill – thats what the government thinks happens and yes Ive been told I need to see both sides, the duality. Its so much deeper than that. Gaslighting is sadly very real and since 2020 has become the norm in our “sick care” system – hospitals are not health care – they care for the sick and their way of caring for them is with drugs. If you try to ask or request anything holistic you are 100% on your own. That is the sad reality.
Its up to us.
Its up to us to design the way we want to be living and LIVE.
I pay out of pocket WAY more for our holistic health care, than we have ever used for our benefits with big pharma or what the government deems as “health care”. I now know to my core, this IS the only way. I cannot expect the government to shift into this way of living because truthfully it cuts off their income with big pharma. Its a vicious disgusting circle that I am so grateful we have for about 95% of our life have exited.
Always listen to your gut and heart. Always honor how you feel.
Healing takes time… a fuck of a lot of time it can feel like.
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